{"id":7024,"date":"2026-01-21T08:48:01","date_gmt":"2026-01-21T08:48:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ikuk.arminfonews.ru\/?p=7024"},"modified":"2026-01-21T08:48:02","modified_gmt":"2026-01-21T08:48:02","slug":"sydameni-hakkasi-mutta-sisallani-jokin-murtui","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ikuk.arminfonews.ru\/?p=7024","title":{"rendered":"Syd\u00e4meni hakkasi, mutta sis\u00e4ll\u00e4ni jokin murtui."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ehk\u00e4 l\u00e4\u00e4kkeiden vaikutuksesta. Ehk\u00e4 uupumuksesta. Tai siit\u00e4 ymm\u00e4rryksest\u00e4, ettei paluuta en\u00e4\u00e4 ollut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nostin puhelimen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201dMinun ei tarvitse\u201d, sanoin vapisevalla \u00e4\u00e4nell\u00e4. \u201dSin\u00e4 sanoit sen jo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Painoin toistoa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4nen oma \u00e4\u00e4nens\u00e4 t\u00e4ytti huoneen. Kylm\u00e4. V\u00e4linpit\u00e4m\u00e4t\u00f6n. Paljastava.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hiljaisuus sen j\u00e4lkeen oli musertava.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4n alkoi huutaa, ett\u00e4 se oli valhetta, ett\u00e4 min\u00e4 olin hullu. Vartijat veiv\u00e4t h\u00e4net pois. H\u00e4nen \u00e4\u00e4nens\u00e4 katosi k\u00e4yt\u00e4v\u00e4\u00e4n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odotin helpotusta. Voiton tunnetta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen sijaan tunsin tyhjyytt\u00e4. Kuin talo tulipalon j\u00e4lkeen \u2014 yh\u00e4 pystyss\u00e4, mutta sis\u00e4lt\u00e4 palanut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201dTeit oikein\u201d, l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00e4ri sanoi hiljaa. \u201dEt ole en\u00e4\u00e4 yksin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Silloin kyyneleet tulivat. Eiv\u00e4t heti. Eiv\u00e4t n\u00e4ytt\u00e4v\u00e4sti. Vaan syv\u00e4lt\u00e4. Jokainen nyyhk\u00e4ys sattui. H\u00e4n ei sanonut mit\u00e4\u00e4n. H\u00e4n vain j\u00e4i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My\u00f6hemmin tuli poliisi. Sosiaality\u00f6ntekij\u00e4. He puhuivat turvapaikoista, suojelusta, uudesta el\u00e4m\u00e4st\u00e4, jota en ollut koskaan kuvitellut el\u00e4v\u00e4ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kun aamu alkoi sarastaa, ymm\u00e4rsin jotakin, mik\u00e4 oli yht\u00e4 aikaa pelottavaa ja vapauttavaa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ensimm\u00e4ist\u00e4 kertaa vuosiin min\u00e4 pelk\u00e4sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja h\u00e4n ei en\u00e4\u00e4 ollut siell\u00e4 rangaistakseen minua siit\u00e4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sota oli alkanut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mutta t\u00e4ll\u00e4 kertaa en k\u00e4ynyt sit\u00e4 yksin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Ehk\u00e4 l\u00e4\u00e4kkeiden vaikutuksesta. Ehk\u00e4 uupumuksesta. Tai siit\u00e4 ymm\u00e4rryksest\u00e4, ettei paluuta en\u00e4\u00e4 ollut. Nostin puhelimen. \u201dMinun ei tarvitse\u201d, sanoin vapisevalla \u00e4\u00e4nell\u00e4. \u201dSin\u00e4 sanoit sen \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7025,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,1,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7024","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-footto","category-uncategorised","category-video"],"yoast_head":"\nSyd\u00e4meni hakkasi, mutta sis\u00e4ll\u00e4ni jokin murtui. -<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/ikuk.arminfonews.ru\/?p=7024\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"ru_RU\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Syd\u00e4meni hakkasi, mutta sis\u00e4ll\u00e4ni jokin murtui. -\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Ehk\u00e4 l\u00e4\u00e4kkeiden vaikutuksesta. 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